I put shit in my mouth that would probably appall most of you. This is so far beyond the pale I haven't words.
One day my toddler reached in the trash and jammed a fistful of chicken fat in her gob. Of all the nasty shit that child did, that was the one that almost made me puke.
My kid took a bite out of raw chicken that we had marinating in the fridge for dinner. He was old enough to know better. I was disgusted, appalled, worried, and angry. I also couldn't help but wonder if I was unknowingly starving my kid, or if he was literally retarded. Thankfully he didn't get food poisoning.
Honestly, I've been chasing macros for a month and a half now, and I can almost get in the headspace of this guy.
It's been a big change in how I eat, and in what I cram down my gullet. Thankfully, I'm taking a long view approach to this, rather than just looking at a number and doing what I can to hit it. Instead of eating 6 chicken breast every day for the rest of my life, I'm learning meal prep, and cooking things that actually sound good and support the overall objective of my protein and carbs intake targets
One time, a friend who was very into barbecue came over and seasoned some raw chicken in my kitchen before I put it on the grill. When he was done, he sucked the spices off of his fingers, one by one, before washing his hands of the chicken juices.
I realize that's not as egregious as this picture, but the man was a medical professional.