Ugh me too, and I don’t even understand why. I own a house, I’m married, I’ve started my own business and it’s going well, I’m doing fine financially. Why do I feel like this constantly?
Probably bc even though you are fine, you are aware that most others aren't:-(. Empathy is good... even though it hurts.
Ironically it's the people who just DGAF who feel fine, but aren't.
It's arguably better to be aware of it than not then?
Meditation may help.
Maybe because you're aware of the fact that our entire society is on the brink of collapse
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21 Janman this year is gonna be the year i either die or become someone else i dont know which one maybe both
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21 JanEverytime i think of the future i nearly throw up
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Gonna go see the eclipse and then prolly yeet myself off a bridge. Unemployed with no prospects, might as well go out with a bucket list item.
I really, really hope not. As shitty as it is now the only chance of it getting any better is by staying around.
If you are thinking about it, it is worth calling a hotline like the 988 lifeline in the US first.
Meh
What’s really nice is giving up on life and then not going through with the act because then you have literally nothing to lose and stop giving a fuck about the stuff that don’t matter. Can try anything because you weren’t supposed to be alive this week anyway. Getting that close to death and coming to peace with our mortality and that any day you can make the decision to end it, but what if you decide not to do that today and see how tomorrow is cause you lose nothing by checking it out, is very liberating.
Y'all need some fucking medication. Or therapy. Or both. You DEFINITELY don't need to be on lemmy, this shit is not healthy if you're in a shaky space mentally.
I can't show my therapist my shitposts
"become someone else" hits me hard as I have d.i.d. and can legitimately happen.
Everytime
Not a word.
