Feeling better than yesterday. After considering all my options, talking to various people, and actually having a look online... I'm starting to think that maybe moving will be a better option even if it means being trapped in a 1yr lease - if I stay close to work I don't need a second bedroom for effective WFH, and that opens up much more affordable options, which offsets the costs of possibly breaking my lease in June/July. It'll only ever be a short term thing anyway, and in that context... I could live with a lot less than I have now, and with no balcony (I'll have to give away my plants at some point).
Now is also probably a great time to look as uni students finish up, before the deadness of Jan and then influx in Feb.
Sad that it's come to this but holy hell the sheer stress of feeling unsafe in my own home is not worth it. My body feels better for having looked.
So glad to hear that. There are definitely some options out there still and hopefully you can nab something with a little courtyard or even shared space for the plants.
For sure, there's some with small balconies that might let me keep my best plants (curry leaf and chillies) so that'll be a real bonus if I can get that. At this point my first priority is a good kitchen, a quiet area with greenery, and plenty of natural light - a place I don't feel actively miserable in. The rest is a bonus.
She was never like this at all - sure did a few hapless things like not give enough notice for trades stuff and bringing her partner in on inspections but was always positive and easy to deal with. She loved my plants! This seems very uncharacteristic. I'm going to guess her finances are in trouble.
With the job I'm keeping I prefer working in the office. It won't be boring as there will be some site inspection work coming up, so living close to office makes it easy to grab a pool car to head off.
He's not supposed to be in the sun for very long, due to his lil pink nose, but I let him chill in it for a bit because should be able to sunbake haha
Always amazed at his beautiful colourful coat; he has orange around his elbows, that are visible here and when I move his fur around, I think it's mostly underfur that's orange.
Life is pretty subpar lately but Melbcat did something cute last night. She crawled up inside the oodie I was wearing to cuddle, and poked her head out of the neck hole so she was wearing it too.
So the Dr said yesterday he thinks my sore bits are Impetigo, based on what a couple of them looked like. The rest look like eczema, but he's put me on antibiotics for a week and if it doesn't respond he's sending me to a specialist who might take a biopsy. So I've been taking the pills for 1½days and have more patches of sores now ☹️
We went to a book fair and picked up some DVDs and vhs as well. I think it's time to get the boys into physical media. They can bring us wiggles DVDs to watch instead of us just going on YouTube
I woke up at 4am and just thought NO I AM NOT and put on one of those silk eye mask things and grabbed another couple of hours. Had a weird dream about Mr P demolishing the kitchen but it was at my late mother's house, and doing weird things with stoves.
Friend was going to the market so I skipped the birdies and went with her. Lovely catch up, coffee then a walk around the park anyway. Such a nice day and realised I was badly in need of some social interaction that's not work related. Feeling peaceful
That sounds like the perfect day! I totally hear you on how healing it can be to have non-work social interaction - feels like we're part of something and regulates some of those swirling feelings
Yeah I have been through a few things in my adult life that culled my "friend" list and I am very fortunate that I have a few good ones who are very easy to be around.
I just learned something about myself. I thought I'd never ridden on a horse but I just saw a photo of me riding one when I was a kid on my parents digital photo frame. How about that.
I knew I'd ridden on a camel and an elephant. Didn't know about the horse.
Years ago I bought one of these. If you stick to plain water to steam you’ll still have to wash it but the task won’t be too bad. More like a swish and rinse instead of needing to scrub.
Hmm, I'm noticing that feeling of rising anxiety when the sun sets. Trying not to feed it. That old fear that I haven't done enough and the day is ending and something's going to go wrong. No, no, I'm not going to succumb. I'm too old for this, dammit!
I've done some Useful Things today: made rice and dal, paid my licence renewal fee, washed and dried the blanket and sheets, and now I'm going to tidy up my tatty anxiety-brows and pack for a day of training tomorrow. That's it, I don't need to do anything else. The day's been worth it, I can sleep fine. ...and if not I have a restavit by my bedside table.
Yeah I think you are right. I could do with a good walk too. Now I just have to find my hat from wherever I stashed it at the beginning of winter 👒🚶♀️🐦🦜🪿
That's great. Not an easy song but that's good take. You may not want to hear othe interpretations but I love Fantastic Negrito's version. One of my favourite songs
Cheers :) I'm trying not to just constantly practice or it kinda gets stale. The last chorus is a new technique I'm trying. Seems to work OK, but needs forethought about the breathing.
wanted to know what temp it was in the room so I went outside to get my thermometer. The glass tube slid out the holder so I put it back in. But how far does it actually go in the holder and against the scale.
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Thermometer is now completely useless to measure anything except change in temp.
OSS 117. SBS. French Polar spoof. Dujardin did a really good take off of Connery. The whole movie was a superb cringe fest. "Those Villainesses just need a hobby!!'
Three wee lads of the Shire.
100 Beavers. Black and White silent movie. Comedy. Like Charlie Chaplin met Bugs Bunny in the Yukon.
3 hobbits
Piccadilly Jim. A PG Wodehouse story with Sam Rockwell as the wastrel. It was fun. The costumes and set design were terrific.
3 hobbits.
Poltergeist. the remake. Not fun. I lasted 10 minutes. I just thought the structure of the story wasn't good. It didn't start off with everyone happy and hopeful . It started off tense. No sense of peace to disturb, no loss, no learning curve. maybe could have been edited better. I dunno, I'm just a viewer.