Snark aside tho, you really, desperately need to stop doomscrolling. P much all your posts are about horribly depressing shit and that has a very real effect on how you view others. The vast majority of people aren't rapists and abusers and fascists and shit, they just get a lot of attention bc enraging and hopeless stories get a lot of traffic. Oil and social media companies and right wing politicians invest a fuck ton of money and effort into making sure people are completely hopeless and mad at the wrong people, don't give them that easy a win <3
I'm sorry for being edgy myself earlier, people with lives as traumatic as yours sounds from these comments come by misanthropy at least a bit honestly. That doesn't make utter hopelessness or contempt for others helpful or good, but I should've been more understanding
Very true, I have no reason to listen to a pizza cutter whine about how cruel and evil humanity is :3
This site is actually for a real company that has the same name and logo, but yea there's some fun stuff going on here that I wanna see figured out
There definitely is some kind of ARG-type stuff going on here tho. The timer ends on the planned release date of HL2, there's a link on the site to an email address, "[email protected]", and they literally said they had some easter egg type stuff hidden on the site to be decoded. This is a real company, but I'm very excited to see what happens tonight
Edited bc I missed some autocorrects
You and your friends not being that doesn't mean they're not real. A lot of democrats will call you a Chinese spy for suggesting that Biden or other democrats could do better on Israel, and to them even remotely questioning whether we should be blindly VBNMWing for all eternity makes you a nazi who's trying to get trump elected. Blue maga is real, and their existence and the fact all other democrats deny they exist is gonna get Trump elected 100x faster than trying to make democrats more electable and less genocidal. I promise you the moment trump dies, I never vote blue again unless yall get your shit together and stop trying to be almost as far right and and blindly fanatical and genocidal as republicans (slight edit bc I was being kinda hyperbolic on how many dems are magalike)
They are and they call you a nazi for saying free palestine or saying anything remotely negative about any democrat ever
Edit but also the guy you're replying to is dumb, wtf do they mean by AOCPelosi? They hate eachother xD
I can't send you a message so if you've blocked me and just don't wanna hear anything I'm sorry for this comment. I just wanted to say the way I read your first comment was really uncharitable and you didn't deserve any of the shitty things I responded with, and that you gave good advice and if you have anything else to say I'd love to hear it 🌸
I'm just in such a deep fucking rut and it's so hard to do anything to get out, i don't want to be like this, I just want to have a job and not treat my friends and family like shit. It's so fucking hard when every time I try to smoke less weed I get convinced that the people I love are assholes or don't care about me. I'd love to hear any advice you have, I'm sorry I assumed the worst of you and treated you like shit
My sleep schedule is absolute shit. I've spent the last like 5 years of my life getting high most days and well into the night, and going to bed no earlier than 2 or 3 am, sometimes 6 or 7. I try to fix my sleep schedule sometimes but almost nothing works, and even when it does it doesn't stick bc I just go back to getting high and staying up way too late
No they were just a stranger trying to give friendly advice, I'm just in a really shit headspace and thought they were being an asshole. I'm sorry
I'm really sorry, I'm really ashamed of my sleep and I don't wanna talk about it rn, I shouldn't have assumed you were trying to hurt me. I'm so sorry
Haha it's funny bc you're looking for more things to shit on me for (: just call me a worthless cunt for treating my fiance like shit, I promise nothing you could say would work harder or faster than that
And who's the fucking cunt who upvoted you? It's prob just one of your alts, I'll just believe that rather than that this community is just a place for assholes like you to treat struggling people like shit
I'm literally just trying to not feel like absolute fucking shit, what goddamn joy do you get out of trying to make me feel like shit? What fucking business is it of yours how a spend my fucking time? Why are you like this? You certainly succeeded in making me feel like shit, I thought maybe I could reach out to some strangers for advice but apparently it's just gonna be cunts like you making me feel like shit for being mentally ill and having the gall to try and learn to get better. Good job shitstain :3
(I was unfairly assuming this person was a troll or something so I accused them of it and was a dick about it. They weren't, I'm just really sensitive rn)
You know you're allowed to not be a judgemental cunt right?
How do I stop getting mad about things that happened a long time ago?
I'm sorry if this is the wrong community for this, my problem is prob more from BPD or some other mental illness I have than directly autism, though depression and anxiety are common in autistic people. I posted in a BPD community but it's pretty dead, I hope this isn't too off topic for here, I just really need some advice on this and Idk who to ask besides my therapist.
My intrusive thoughts and mental state in general are a lot better now that I've had therapy and antidepressants for a few years, but one issue I still really struggle with is revisiting times when someone hurt me, intentionally or not, even if it's a resolved situation I'm not still mad about, and getting mad about it again.
Below are two examples, you don't need to read them but it might help explain my problem.
I did this a few months ago and drove away my fiance over a small mess she made in my place. She made it as a trauma response, we had a wonderful conversation about it after and I wasn't upset at her at all. But I managed to make it a huge deal in my head later, and since she'd said before she wants me to clean my space better or let her help clean, I thought she was a hypocritical asshole. I verbally abused her over text and made an ultimatum, saying she had to apologize for it or I wouldn't talk to her anymore. She left, blocked me on everything, and the engagement is off. We exchanged letters recently, and at least maybe we can still be friends again some day.
A more recent example is with my dad. I was trying to quit cigarettes and take a break from weed, so I asked him to hold onto my ID so I wouldn't be tempted to get any since I'm kinda addicted and can't control myself when I can get a fix. We went out and about for a doctor's appointment next to a dispensary, and I was gonna be super proud of myself for not having gotten anything there. But my dad thought I might wanna get some weed, so he brought my ID. While he was getting weed, I spent 15 minutes wailing and trying to resist getting stuff, but I caved and got weed and cigs. I still feel really ashamed about my lack of self control, and I think that event really fucked with my mindset about quitting and made it a lot harder to try again. I don't want to be mad at him, and I've already talked to him about it, but I'm trying to quit again, and I already struggle a lot more with intrusive thoughts like that while sober, but I'm having a really hard time not protecting my shame onto him. I don't want to talk to him about it again, i think he already feels really guilty for sabotaging my quit and I don't want to drag that back up.
Talking to the people I'm mad at about it can make me less upset, but I can't just bring up old shit like that every time my brain makes me upset about it. With my fiance I should've just talked to her about how I felt and we could've worked through it together, but that isn't the solution to most things like this, esp when they're already resolved issues.
Tl;Dr I sometimes dredge up old memories of others hurting me and make myself upset about them again, and I really need a healthy way to deal with them other than just bottling it up or talking to them about it every time
How do I stop getting mad about things that happened a long time ago?
I've gotten a lot better on my BPD symptoms for a few years since I got good therapy and antidepressants, but one issue I still really struggle with is revisiting times when someone hurt me, intentionally or not, even if it's a resolved situation I'm not still mad about, and getting mad about it again.
Below are two examples, you don't need to read them but it might help explain my problem.
I did this a few months ago and drove away my fiance over a small mess she made in my place. She made it as a trauma response, we had a wonderful conversation about it after and I wasn't upset at her at all. But I managed to make it a huge deal in my head later, and since she'd said before she wants me to clean my space better or let her help clean (I have a hard time motivating to clean my room and stuff), I thought she was a hypocritical asshole. I verbally abused her over text and made an ultimatum, saying she had to apologize for it or I wouldn't talk to her anymore. She left, blocked me on everything, and the engagement is off. We exchanged letters recently, and at least maybe we can still be friends again some day.
A more recent example is with my dad. I was trying to quit cigarettes and take a break from weed, so I asked him to hold onto my ID so I wouldn't be tempted to get any since I'm kinda addicted and can't control myself when I can get a fix. We went out and about for a doctor's appointment next to a dispensary, and I was gonna be super proud of myself for not having gotten anything there. But my dad thought I might wanna get some weed, so he brought my ID. While he was getting weed, I spent 15 minutes wailing and trying to resist getting stuff, but I caved and got weed and cigs. I still feel really ashamed about my lack of self control, and I think that event really fucked with my mindset about quitting and made it a lot harder to try again. I don't want to be mad at him, and I've already talked to him about it, but I'm trying to quit again, and I already struggle a lot more with intrusive thoughts like that while sober, but I'm having a really hard time not protecting my shame onto him. I don't want to talk to him about it again, i think he already feels really guilty for sabotaging my quit and I don't want to drag that back up.
Talking to the people I'm mad at about it can make me less upset, but I can't just bring up old shit like that every time my brain makes me upset about it. With my fiance I should've just talked to her about how I felt and we could've worked through it together, but that isn't the solution to most things like this, esp when they're already resolved issues.
Tl;Dr I sometimes dredge up old memories of others hurting me and make myself upset about them again, and I really need a healthy way to deal with them other than just bottling it up or talking to them about it every time
Vegans are worse people and more harmful than "carnists'
They don't give a fuck about minimizing suffering, they gladly eat food grown by slaves, or overconsume things some communities rely on, or replace things made of leather with things made of plastic that'll break down into microplastics. They force their shit into pets like cats who can't thrive on a vegan diet. And that's assuming they don't just call you a nazi for even having a pet, or steal your pet from you so they can kill it. And ofc they're just the most holier than thou pieces of shit anywhere, who think everyone who isn't vegan is literally as bad as a fascist.
Yall are weird. Really weird. And you don't have to be this harmful. Quit getting even more plastic shit, stop abusing pets, quit taking food from indigenous people who need it. You can minimize animal products without replacing them with even worse things, and failing to do so makes you just as much of an irredeemable fascist as the rest of us. Human suffering is not preferable to animal suffering. If you disagree, you are literally a sociopath
Stonehenge monuments that have stood for thousands of years appear unscathed after climate protesters were arrested for spraying orange paint on them.
Is it just me or have half the images posted today not loaded at all?
No matter how long I wait they just don't load. Usually I can see all of them just fine, even if some take longer to load.
The better machine learning gets, the more people who think everyone else is an NPC are going to be correct (at least on the internet)
I'm sure we'll see more and more advanced bot accounts and customer service and the like (assuming it doesn't learn from other ML-made content until it becomes incomprehensible)