I don't even know what this means. An illusion? What does that mean in this context.
I live there
Black chain is dead. No one cares anymore
Fuck off with this bullshit. Talk therapy is good but it's not a solution.
San Francisco is not actually clothing optional. Full nudity is mostly illegal. You have to cover the genitals
I'm not the most creative person, but I do enjoy the technical aspect of creative things. I've tried to crochet and knit in the past. It's definitely a good idea. Maybe I'll order some crochet supplies and give it another shot.
A little bit a long time ago. Was hard for me to get into
Technically I'm currently traveling, that's what this month period is. I COULD go somewhere else, but I don't want to by myself. This is the best place for me mentally at the moment.
I've told my manager that I'm having issues. I don't actually want to take time off because work is a pretty decent way to pass the time. But I'm not in a mental space to focus at my usual level. So I think I've got that covered
Kind of the wrong direction there. I WANT to sleep, but I can't.
I'm in a different physical location than normal for the next month, so my routine is totally thrown off. I'm not saying I won't feel like this in a month. I'm sure I'll still be having issues. But that's a different situation I'll deal with when I get there, and I'd like to get there as soon as possible to just get this over with.
Unfortunately some people don't have time to post that kind of bullshit on lemmy
The days are normally ok. I can find activities to do. It's night time, when I'm supposed to be tired and going to sleep that it's the hardest.
It's hard to get the motivation to do a project. I'm really looking for something totally mindless. Like, exercise is a good one, but I do a lot of that during the day and it starts to get unhealthy and unproductive. I end up at night doing a lot of pacing, or stuff like that. I was hoping for something the equivalent of pacing but that isn't physical. I don't know. I think I'm just grasping at straws that there's some solution to this that I haven't thought of.
Time also goes by faster at night if youre tired so getting some exercise during the day might help.
I do a ton of exercise during the day. You'd think I'd be tired at night and able to sleep, but nope. Doesn't matter how many miles I run or walk or hike.
I'm the same. I read super slow, and I just don't enjoy it really. Audiobooks are hard for me too. I like podcasts sometimes, and I read a lot of articles and stuff like that. But books are just too much for me.
I heard opioids also make doing jack shit easy.
Opiods and benzos help. That is something that will likely happen this month but I only have so many. And it only helps because it's a change. If I took them every day I'd just need more and shit. So, those will come and help me sleep when I need it, not an every day thing.
How to make a month go by as fast as possible other than sleeping
I'm having some personal issues causing some severe depression and anxiety. I'd like to get past this time as fast as possible, and my days are dragging on. I can't sleep, which would be a good way to make time go fast. But I also can't just play video games, I don't have the motivation to play more than a few minutes and it also just makes me realize how alone I am with no friends or anyone I can connect with emotionally and I spiral into my anxiety and depression.
I can do stuff during the day, run, chores, etc. But as soon as I'm done, especially at night, I start freaking out and it seems like time stands still. Does anyone have any suggestions? Activities I can do that are mindless that will just kill time and get me through the night before I can just go to sleep?
I know this question is stupid but I'm looking for at least somewhat serious answers.
How do you connect with people and make friends without social media?
I'm struggling to figure out how to make friends without having Instagram or any other social media. I have discord but don't use it much. I see all my acquaintances in discord channels and sharing Instagram posts and stuff. It's already hard for me to make friends, but I feel like not having any of the traditional social media means I'm not included in any of that stuff.
Do you just accept that Instagram and shit are the way people interact and use it?
Jerusalem Post giving some advice for where to find good yiff
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Are newspapers really generating just-in-time AI generated articles based on random search engine searches? I searched DDG for "derpibooru top artists" and this was like the 4th search result.
Request to defederate from alien.top
This is a spam instance that reposts reddit content, but the worst part is it creates a new user for every reddit user, making it impossible to block.
Since we can't block instances at the user level yet, I request we defederate from this spam instance
See an example here https://alien.top/comment/2110314
Wtf is this spammy subreddit
You create a new user to repost that users content from reddit? This is absolutely ridiculous. You make it so we can't block your spam by blocking the bot user if you create a new user for every post.
Is there less yiff being posted these days?
Maybe it's just me, but I feel like there's less new yiff are around these days. Maybe it's because the brony world is winding down now that mlp gen 4 is over? Or maybe I'm just wrong?
Yiff stories
Is there any place for finding yiff stories? Like e621 but erotica? Ideally with ratings and such. I remember there being a couple places decades ago, but wouldn't really know where to go now.
One of my very early intros as a furry
I was looking through some old songs from animated movies tonight. This one brought on some intense nostalgia. I know all dogs go to heaven 2 isn't the best movie, but I had the biggest crush on Sasha la Fleur. And I very vividly remember loving this song, but feeling embarrassed to admit it to anyone (don't think I ever did).
With shit like this though https://youtu.be/6wjR1ZciUBQ, how did everyone not turn out to be furries?