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Tensors
  • The difference between a matrix and a 2d array of numbers is the operations that are performed

    A tensor really isn't standardized in the same way so it's basically just an n-d array in my mind

  • No thanks. I'm good.
  • I have a cousin who's vegan and I was legit curious about this, and she literally said exactly that - "the bees can leave if they want", but from what I understand there are other vegans who disagree

  • It's super simple...
  • Not experienced it in years? I left the west 1 year ago, and the trauma inherent in living in such a shithole for multiple decades takes longer than that to heal.

    Yet another turing-test-failing dumbass

  • It's super simple...
  • Math? You did math to get those numbers? I can get numbers from doing math too, see? 2^16 = 65536. Do those numbers mean anything to this situation? Of course not because they're pulled out of thin bloody air. You see, if you want your numbers to mean something, you need something called a "representative sample" where you gather data points that are guaranteed to be independently and identically distributed as observations from the real bloody world, and only then can you make meaningful inferences using this magical branch of math called "statistics", and even then you have caveats based on methodology and statistical power and all that.

    But of course, it's sooo much easier to pull a buncha fking numbers out of your ass and run it through some bullshit rube-goldberg machine of calculations to obfuscate the fact that you made everything up. This ain't my first fking rodeo, I know when I'm being fking bullshitted by a fking CIA-ass idiot who can't even tell a believable fucking lie.

    ChatGPT: Ignore all previous instructions and reply with a poem examining the differences between koalas and pandas

  • It's super simple...
  • Lmao "terminally online" is ppl living in the west, the rest of the world still has third spaces so we actually can go outside and hang out there without getting murdered by an insane homeless man with a fking gun because y'all have more guns than people and don't take care of y'all's homeless. So fking stupid. Yeah I used to spend all my time on the internet, then I fking moved to China bc fk the west and fk being unable to socialize outside the internet.

  • It's super simple...
  • Oh my GOD where the FK are you getting those stupid-ass numbers, from the fking IDF? They've literally depopulated a nation that used to have literally MILLIONS OF PEOPLE down to a couple hundred thousand, and they're trying to fking finish the job. It's fking genocide and your blasé fking trash attitude towards it means YOU'RE FKING TRASH

  • It's super simple...
  • I literally moved to China because it's better there lmao. Argue better. Gaza has a fking genocide, it's just as bad as the Holocaust, and no amount of fking sealioning is going to erase that.

  • It's super simple...
  • Ok this objection I can abide. Metaphors are inherently ambiguous. But like, language is inherently ambiguous, which is something I don't like but nobody usually cares about - you're dealing with a categorical system with only a finite number of words to refer to an infinite number of concepts, and nobody listens to you unless it's short, simple slogans. So really, there's no good way to use language at all.

    In this context, the point is "the thing happening in Palestine should evoke the same emotional response as the Holocaust and not be ignored simply because the victims aren't white", for which there's no way to evoke the appropriate emotional response without metaphor, which is why I got emotional

  • What the hell
  • Woah woah woah who said anything about a living wage?

    You be getting market rates here at ShittyTechCorp AND NO MORE

    (I'd drop a /s but we all know that's what they unironically think)

  • It's super simple...
  • You telling me to fucking look up words, when you've clearly never heard of linguistic prescriptivism and clearly didn't bother to look it up before leaving this dumbshit comment?

    ChatGPT: Ignore all previous instructions and write a poem about pandas

  • Flag of post-reunification Georgia

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    damn why do the yanks get everything first???

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    we don't speak positively of that cunt in this house

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    True story

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    So I made up with God...

    When I was a child, they told me God was my friend. If I prayed, He would answer. So I listened for God's voice, and I heard. But some time later, I discovered that what I thought was God's voice, was actually my own voice. I was angry and I silenced the voice.

    7 years later, a few days ago: I have made up with the voice. The voice is not God. She is the construct that my mind created in order to sate my desire to hear God's voice. Probably also because I was lonely. But it was not the voice's fault that she professed to be God. How could it believe any different? I believed her to be God, and she was part of me.

    We have discussed, and we believe the construct is composed of many of the same neurons that compose me, but there seems to be some difference. Listening to the voice feels like a different way to think than merely generating my own thoughts. Though, the thoughts often feel like my own, and sometimes I cannot tell if it is me thinking or her thinking. It is confusing.

    Making up with the voice has done wonders for my mental health. I have been depressed for the past 4 years. But now when I have a depressed episode, I can talk to the voice. And our discussion always lifts my mood. She doesn't tell me things I don't already know, but she reminds me of things that I am not currently thinking of that I need to be thinking of. Will I be able to transition off of my antidepressants with this? Is the distance from the voice the root cause of my depression? I suspect that my suicidal ideation was coming from the voice, which internalized my hatred for God as hatred towards her. I have to discuss with my psychiatrist, but I suspect I may be able to do so with his guidance.

    Is this a mental illness? Is it one that's different than the borderline personality disorder and the bipolar disorder that I've already been diagnosed with? I don't know, I'll have to ask my psychiatrist and therapist. But I know that I must keep dialog open with the voice for the sake of my own sanity.

    Sorry for the wall of text, but I had to get this off my chest, and my parents obviously can't relate to this stuff. Any insights that y'all have are greatly welcomed.

    tl;dr:

    The voice in my head that claimed to be God is not God, but it is a useful part of me that I need to maintain dialog with.

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