I literally have nothing, bruh. Reading this thread reminded me that I am trulu the inferior being.

Wish I had that, my brain used to love math but no longer anymore. Now I am left with empty despair

Oh, could you give an example?

Confusing direction is gotta be my nemesis. Not gonna lie, nearly half of cognitive load is with the direction in math..

Ever seen an (insert any math field) textbook?

I'd say they are anti-japan, sure, but the CCP part is more or less propaganda. Also, anti-japan part has more to do with the colonial past.