Anti-gratitude thread.
Ruined my sleep before midnight streak because I was finding it hard to sleep.
Gratitude thread!
I'm grateful for the good cardio session I had last night. Wasn't super exhausted after and was kind of buzzing, but still helped the anxiety die down.
Gratitude thread!
Because of my work schedule over the weekend, I've been falling asleep before midnight. I hope now I can maintain this habit, seeing as I've gotten into a bit of a flow. Also about the wakeup time too.
My aunt got a little cavoodle puppy who is adorable.
Also grateful for deleting Tik Tok and Instagram. I'm calmer and not trying to fill a void anymore. I developed such an addiction to social media, to the point where I panicked and wondered what I would do instead. I've been cooking, going to the gym, listening to music and podcasts, watching longform stuff, writing, talking to friends, preparing for uni, and life feels a lot fuller.
Anti-gratitude thread.
First world problem. Phone is out of storage, and trying to put photos onto laptop to put onto external hard drive (laptop only has one USB-A port). It's making the laptop very slow, so can't do much else on it for the next eleven hours apparently, or unplug my phone. First it said an hour and twenty, now it says 11 hours.
Please do share photos of the olive bread if you are inclined.
Anti-gratitude thread.
Only slept around five hours last night and I can't be stuffed meal prepping. But I shall persevere.
Anti-gratitude thread.
Only slept around five hours last night and I can't be stuffed meal prepping. But I shall persevere.
Also the cost of groceries. $100 just for my food? Kinda crazy.
Gratitude thread.
Went to the 1000 steps yesterday. Was good fun. They even had toilets with toilet paper, soap and hand driers.
Also I wish Aldi had a website that showed the stuff they sold. Would make it easier.
The last bit of healing from the breakup is self-forgiveness. The relationship ended and he blocked me everywhere because I sent him a message that was childish and kind of rude l. In hindsight, I was anxiously attached and codependent, and even the tiniest bit of distance sent me on a worry frenzy. That was combined with things in the relationship that made me feel like he didn't care, like telling me I should be sending good quality memes when I sent him virtual flowers lol.
I obviously know better now and vow to never act batshit crazy again, but the embarrassment and shame just cause me to spiral a bit when I'm feeling down. I just dwell on shit a bit too much.
Anti-gratitude.
I cannot, for the life of me, wake up early. Missed three morning gym classes this week.