Why do I like to be physically "restrained" by my boyfriend ? Am I weird

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The original was posted on /r/sex by /u/Sophiche on 2023-06-27 18:39:02+00:00.

English isn’t my first language, sorry if you have difficulties at understanding me I’ll try my best

I also dunno if my topic is in the accurate subreddit

I just feel weird because I think I appreciate being "restrained" by him (not forcefully ofc), for example, if we playfully fight/wrestle, I love him to win against him and block my arms or something like that, he’s tall, broad shoulders, muscled, and I like his "strong side" of him. Same goes for sex, I like when he hold my arms or my wrists, or when he kisses me against a wall

I like the fact he can dominate me, the fact he’s stronger than me, it’s arousing

I don’t want him to hurt me but I appreciate to be a fragile thing next to him

Is my brain broken ? Why am I like that, I’m not trolling, I’m a true feminist in my mind and it’s not very coherent with myself