The Profound Loneliness of Being Collapse Aware
The Profound Loneliness of Being Collapse Aware
I once got so involved in the occult, that I started to build a reality of perpetual dispair around myself. My worldview became at odds with the world that existed when I stepped out the front door. It was terribly lonely, and psychicly harmful. The only eventual solution for myself was to return to the Matrix, but never forget what I learned about the code.
I'm not a doomer, just a passerby browsing New. But I can empathize with those feeling this way.
There’s nothing wrong with being a doomer. I am. I own it. The image created of doomers by deniers is sensationalized to keep us from addressing climate change. Sorry you fell into the occult. Glad you made it through.
Same with me, occult literature opened up many doors after having the atheist ripped out of me on shrooms.
Somehow "knowing" (well, connecting some dots, intuition, feeling, all that) that it's all much weirder than I assumed while still being an atheist, is minimally more comforting but I'm probably still in "my dark night of the soul" days. Jung helped and still helps a lot.
And thinking that curiosity about a few old buildings in my neighbourhood that felt visually out of place would lead me to hypothesises of cyclical cataclysms, Western history being mostly lies as well as deep dives into secret societies and ancient mystic schools - it's still boggling my mind.
Years ago I became vegan because I wanted to live healthier, opt-out of participating in animal suffering while also something against climate change (since I don't own a car and mainly use bicycles and public transport) I was always all in on climate change and never expected to grow old anyways.
I just wish there wasn't a compelling bunch of evidence out there in the crazier edges of the Internet that the entire lyrical concept of Hypocrisy's Worship wasn't actually spot on.
Peter Tagtgren is a genius!
Agreed on most of what you said, and yes, the world is a lot weirder than most people realise. Love Hypocrisy! Both the music and the lyrics is great imo.
I also feel this with veganism, it's crushingly depressing being surrounded by so much casual violence and if you bring it up people think you're a weirdo and mean..
Epiphany. It’s the same feeling. Isn’t it? People just ignoring what is intrinsically true. Got any apps/ sites, or recipes that you’d recommend. I desperately want to be vegan, but have had a difficult time adjusting because of preparation and cooking. I don’t think it’s weird or mean.
:)
Check out https://veganbootcamp.org/ it's a free program with lots of info, courses and personal help.
https://www.happycow.net/ for finding restaurants with vegan food.
The thing is, yes it may happen.
But neither you or I know when or how things will begin to south. All we can really do is live our lives and love our loved ones.
We're all gonna die eventually. Hopefully in many years due to old age. I currently don't make enough to start doomsday prepping.
I'm not trying to be a defeatist here, but there comes a point when worrying about a possible eventual collapse is not worth it. And I'm not sure doomsday prepping is the answer. But goddamn do I hope to own a piece of land one day in a fairly rural area with a fully off-the-grid existence and subsistence off the land.
That's the retirement idea for me.
You should probably read the article.
I did read the article...
You should probably try to engage in discussion rather than put down a different viewpoint.
Edit: just for clarity I'll mention how the entire first half of the article was about his conversation with his friend and how hopeless and lonely the author felt about the knowledge of the impending doom of civilization. His friend wasn't ready to accept it
That is what my comment is referring to.
How’s everyone doing this week? I had to kill a copperhead in my garden. So, that happened. Anyone learn a new skill/ hobby?
Short term thinking has doomed humanity.