How's your week been?
How's your week been?
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Yesterday was the first time in my life I came close to self-harm. I bought some bralettes and gaffs to, I don't even know, try to look more feminine I guess? But I tried them on and I looked, for lack of a better description, breathtakingly revolting. So bad I think I must have disassociated for about fifteen minutes, no thoughts no emotions, just pulling them off me like live snakes. Then I had a breakdown.
I had to fight the urge all day yesterday and today to delete this account, and my matrix account, and discord, and any other account I could remember, fight the urge to isolate myself from everyone and everything so I would never have to be perceived by anyone ever again.
aghh you poor dear. those feelings can be so difficult. I'm glad you didn't delete your account and you're still here!
awwww amelia im so sorry to hear that :( thank you for not isolating yourself, i would miss you greatly
Hugs