I've realized I'm in the middle of a cunningly deceptive depression and that has engulfed me before I knew it and feel powerless to stop it. When I got suspended from work, possibly being terminated, a few days ago, it's spiralled out hand now.
I’m so sorry to hear that! Depression can indeed be sneaky and take over before you realize what’s happening. And troubles at work can certainly make it worse. I sincerely hope things start looking up for you. If you are on meds, can you get them adjusted?