@phil299 You realize that the only way through this is to talk about it right? It’s like breaking up with someone you are with for years then they just f up and try to forgive them but it’s too late
It's a bit different when the person you broke up with got addicted to crack, went on a bender, is living on the streets, whoring themselves out to whoever to get their next hit and doesn't want to change even after you tell them that they really, really need help ... yet you still look at them and think, it's ok, she'll change? right? she used to be very hot, super sexy, great sex ... all the time! ... and she still likes you and she still looks kind of good ... maybe if I just talk to her or help with getting crack, she'll change and be ok again. right?