Cuckolding in My Family

My attraction to cuckolding goes back to very long ago. When i started to first develop my sexuality i was already very aroused by shame, humiliation, etc. Later on i discovered porn and i started to develop a bit of a fixation with cuckold content. Fast forward to last year (im 19 now, was 18 at the time), something happened in my family that took this to a new level for me (up to that point it was pretty much my main fetish but it still didnt quite define my sexuality). I found out that my mom had been cheating on my dad at her workplace. Both my mom and dad are nurses but work at different state hospitals. My mom has been fucking her boss for some years and this allowed her to take on tasks from her boss that normally she wouldnt have had the authority to take, and by extension this allows her to make more money while also having a higher status at her workplace. She also gets some money from her boss directly when shes short. Throughout this time a lot of if not most colleagues of both my mom and dad knew this was happening, but he didnt know until earlier last year, which is how i found out too, tho he had been suspecting it for longer. So naturally my dad was very angry and they both fought a lot in the first few weeks or so. But my mom kept going to work same workplace and eventually they stopped arguing despite their arguements never actually leading to any settlement or apology or something of the sort. My mom just kept going to the same workplace and my dad stopped being angry over it. So the situation that has developed is that my mom keeps fucking her boss and bringing in money like she did before and everyone knows it but my dad basically just accepted it and they get along 90% normally again When i found out all this i really was completly shocked because i had never thought her capable of it. Not just cheating but cheating in such an ostentatious way to where everyone knew about it and she did it at work and kept taking nightshifts, etc. She even took her holidays at the same time as her boss so they would be at work at the same time. And i was equally surprised when i realized they were getting along again despite no apology or her even curbing her lifestyle. But what it also did was completly solidify a cuckold urge in me. The guilt i felt from my reaction to this has sucked a ton but at the same time the guilt made it even more intense and i got so much deeper into this, fantasizing, etc. Now a lot of months later ive come to terms with it for the most part and they seem pretty happy and im not really feeling guilty about it exciting me anymore

So i need advice and opinions. What do you all think of this situation and situations where parents influence a cuck fetish in general? Should i embrace it or does it have too much negative potential? What are some suggestions on how i could go about it in a healthy and safe way?