Not ignoring it, nor deluding myself that I am not, nor wallowing in it, but just letting it be.
At some point, it felt as natural as breathing, and that being with people feels suffocating.
Writing sa personal blog ko pag di na talaga kaya (last resort), playing mah fave games (go-to), maglalaba or maggrocery, and watching music videos ng sad songs (sounds counterproductive I know). For the latter, ewan, parang nakacancel out niya na for me yung feeling, kasi madalas napupunta na lang ako sa point na natatawa na lang ako sa effort ko at sa mga kantang mga pinagsesearch ko. Hehe
Seeing both yung mga mga haligi ng RD daily threads (na ganun pa rin or parang mas intensified pa nga ang level ng kulit hehe) and mga new bloods na rin on this budding community make my heart happy.
For me, di ko pa din alam if I will stay here as long as I did back there, or be as active as I was for that matter. Sobrang reflective ko lang ngayong araw and di niyo alam kung gaano ko naappreciate yung online presence na meron itong sanctuary na to kada browse ko dito.
So yeah, to end, I truly hope I can muster enough courage to finally tell what I have been holding back to tell this person for more than a year now. Na hindi na ako matatakot and be at peace with the end result, whatever happens. Salamat dearest strangers, good night! 💝
Mucus forms a protective lining in certain body parts, even when an individual is healthy. Mucus keeps these areas from drying out and helps defend against invaders, including viruses and bacteria.
yep at mag thank you kayo kaya di nasisira ng stomach acid ang lining niyo dahil sa kanila also protection nadin sa pathogen, Thanks goblet cells, and mucus
I hope we learn from this Reddit fiasco. It's never a good thing to centralize forums and put our data and information in the hands of one website/company. In my exp, it's kinda hard to search things on the internet rn especially when I rely so much on reddit for the things I search for.
Also, lol at r/pics posting only John Oliver pics hahaha.
Gusto ko sana i-try yung newjeans x mcdo meal kaso parang kahit packaging di ko type. Just stamp on a little bunny logo and call it collab ganun. It looks sad compared dun sa bts meal dati is what I'm saying
Mag dunkin donuts promo na lang ako. 2-3pm daw mamaya, noted po
After continually observing my patterns, it takes me 10-11 straight days of working and studying w/ no rest days before feeling fatigue.
And wow, am I feeling the fatigue 😅 the whole body feels sore akala mo nag undergo ng intense workout the whole period.
Ehem, di ko na uulitin uli. I just wanted to know my limits. Long-term wise I perform better with regular resting days. Sa umpisa lang maganda tignan yung dire-diretso ang productivity pero may cost pa din sa huli. No to burnout!
May point talaga no na magiging detached mga tech CEO no? Turns out the most unrealistic thing on HBO's Silicon Valley is Richard growing a conscience.
Four eps in na sa bagong season ng Black Mirror, bukas ko na tapusin yung dalawang episode na naiwan. So glad they moved on from cookies and "social media bad" stories.
I remember joining an online transcription kind of job and I gradually found out that the higher ups there are encouraging those with high positions and some others transcribers to talk shit to newbies that are naive there and those that are questioning and ranting against them. They probably do so since almost everyone can easily join there and the pay is very below minimum wage.
I once visited their FB page during lockdown and saw some looooooong threads of pinoys going at each other and taking shit with one another. Mostly those with high positions there bragging how much they earn there, and then those that are calling out how abusive and unhelpful those people are. Those people talking shit are very much similar to how govt paid trolls here would function and I'm just not surprise with them.
Finished building my future new desktop, waiting for video card na lang. Although at least nakita kong gumagana lahat ng fans nya and the only error was that walang display out (kasi nga wala namang nakakabit na monitor)
Former actually (~7 years). Nakuha ko lang tip sa former manager ko. Triny ko din yung mamaintain yung weekday sleep sched sa first year ko, pero di talaga kaya. May something sa weekends na parang hinahanap ng katawan mo yung normal sleep sched hours.
Try mo lang baka magwork to sayo, alternative, kasi nagwork sa akin for ~6 years:
Iniistraight ko na lang yung Sabado. As in gabi na ako ng Saturday matutulog. Chores day ko yung Sabado, so may extra incentive at ginaganahan akong tapusin lahat ng mga gagawin. May times nga lang na mabigat workload ng Friday at kailangan itulog after makauwi (1 hour travel time paguwi). For those days, dapat mga max 2 hours tulog lang yung pagkauwi after shift tapos resume na yung Saturday as normal.
Sunday ko iniisched lahat ng gala as applicable, extra pahinga day pag wala. Normal tulog ulit sa gabi.
Pagdating ng Monday, gawin ang mga naiwan, tapos by tanghali, saka ulit ako matutulog. So pagdating ng Monday graveyard, ok na ako.
Yung last ~4 years ko nga pala, disclaimer, full remote na, so it helped too. Adjust na lang as needed if ever may travel time na kailangang iaccount. Pero kung more than ~1 hour yung travel time, baka di magwork. Anyway, Good luck!
don't drink coffee since coffee inhibits your sleep drive, it sits on the same receptor of your adenosine, also don't drink alcohol it messes up the cycle of REM and NREM sleep, you also need sun exposure 40-60k lux (only for day shift), avoid blue light at night to morning, be physically and mentally tired before morning, fix your circadian rhythm to fit your schedule, any light source should be below the eyes since the suprachiasmatic nucleus resides at the bottom of your eyes and stimulated by light above.
fun fact: even blind people benefits from sun exposure since they still have suprachiasmatic nucleus.
Finally had the time to get a feel of Lemmy and curate my communities. Hoping that the instance I'm on wont get defederated from any other big instances, and for more Reddit subs to make an equivalent on here. Goodbye to my last 10 years on Reddit, and hello mga kapwa r/ph refugees 🫠
There's a universe where Justin while touring fell in love with a British-Filipino singer-songwriter, and so married her that she became beabadoobee bieber
Kanina, habang naghihintay ako sa call sa pagredeem ng credit card points, ilang beses akong hinold nung agent kasi need daw iverify yung points. Di ko naman binaba kahit yung 2-3 mins hold e nagiging 5 mins na. Well, at the end, di rin naprocess ngayon, wait daw after 10 banking days kasi di maverify yung points balance ko kahit sinabi kong nasa bill naman yung total points. First time redeemer, ganito ba talaga yun (BPI to btw)?
Syempre, 'tong overthinker na stranger nato, lumikot na naman yung pag-iisip. Ganito pala yung feeling ng naghihintay, tapos di mo maverify kung anong point bakit ka pag naghihintay at kung makukuha mo ba yung sagot na hinahanap mo. Kung may makukuha ka bang sagot o wala, or kung "ibababa" mo na ba kasi wala namang kasiguraduhan kung maghihintay ka pa.
Ang problema din kasi, di pa naman ako nagtatanong. Bakit ba kasi pinapahirapan yung sarili ko kung at peace naman ako sa kahit anong sagot na makuha ko sa pagtatanungan ko?
Anyway happiest weekend and ingat!!! Itulog ko na nga lang muna to, o kaya videoke pala haha. Gege be better than me people. Wag tuluran ganun haha.
Nung ginamit ko yung BPI Vybe app, na-migrate lahat ng points ko automatically. Never had to deal with BPI over the phone regarding points. Not sure if same yung redeemable rewards through the app and through a call, though.
Nasabi nga din ng agent maginstall daw ako nung BPI app para makapagscan ng rewards. Kaso yung specific na nireredeem ko daw na type ng reward wala pa daw dun... Oh well, salamat sa pagremind - nalimot ko yung binanggit na app name kasi din haha kakahintay sa mga hold haha! Hintay na lang muna talaga ako siguro para sa specific, pero magscan na din ako dun.
May talent talaga parents ko to say the most vile gut wrenching thing without even knowing it. Words of affirmation don't exist for these folks. Kaya siguro sobrang relatable ng Succession sa akin.
I mutilated an old vintage music instrument and added usb power and midi interface. Like it much better now since i do not need to find and worry about -12v adapter
dati sobrang therapeutic ng pagsakay ng bus, kahit mahaba pa yung byahe kasi pwede mag muni-muni or matulog, pero ngayon pota lahat ng nasakyan namin sobrang ingay ng mga taong nagchichismisan, daming nagti-tiktok na naka max volume, tas mga batang umiiyak. kakapagod at saket sa ulo :/
Mobile Chrome Browser ang gamit ko dito sa Lemmy. Di ko alam kung bakit mabagal. Dahil ba two bars lang signal ko? Pero chill sa akin itong kabagalan na to. 😆
Hinahanap hanap ko yung r/nba sub nung finals palang, ngayon na may suspension si Morant tapos may parating na draft, I need them jokes and insights haha
Guys, ELI5 anong meron sa r/pics at bakit post sila ng post ng mga picture ni John Oliver doon? It looks random, or he might have thrown his 2 cents regarding the recent issue with Reddit that the CEO didn't like.
Malicious compliance. Reddit basically said, "if you don't open the sub, we'll remove you from moderating". r/pics said, "yeah, we're opening it but you did not specify how". They made a poll in their community whether to stay the same or to post sexy pics of John Oliver. Overwhelmingly, their community picked the latter and now we have that