Okay since new universe, new personality na rin dapat ako. Kaso I still can't change myself. Back in Reddit I post a lot about my relationship troubles and I thought kaya ko na tiisin. But please allow me to vent out. I have no support groups. I think my friends hate me din. Literally nowhere to dump my emotional baggage to.

I just hope things will turn out okay. However that may be. I feel really alone. Been mood tracking lately and by the love of god, mas lalo lang naexpose na I always feel down for the last 2 weeks. I'm afraid that I might lose my job if this continues on kasi ang crippling din talaga.

I hope everyone is doing great. I envy you, guys. I wish I can feel genuine happiness again.