Decided to distant myself from one of my friends, because I feel completely used and unsupported. So took a time off and went for a solo trip. And it felt refreshing to say the least. I don't feel as depressed because honestly that was my last straw, and having seen what i truly meant to him opened up my eyes and i really do deserve better people in my life. Anyway, I've been talking to this one guy, and honestly he's the sweetest person ever. He's really kind, not just to me but to strangers and the fact he constantly makes an effort is just something i had never dreamt to happen to me. I don't want this to end. I so don't want this to end. Sekian.
I knowww. I met him for the first time the other day, and we went out for more than 12 hours. And been meeting up almost every day since then before i had to return back to Melaka. Even then he constantly kept up to date abt my family, and organised movie nights for us. The other day we talked the whole night till almost 6am on discord (we were also watching black mirror) 😅 I feel so lucky to have met him. I don't know what I did to be deserving of this person in my life. Oh my so sappy. 😂😂