Unsure about purchasing breast toy

Hi, it is more like I wanted to buy a kind of sextoy instead this exact one I will reference. The chosen one is just the actual prefered one.

All in all I wanted to try a breast toy for round about 10 years. But since my former girlfriend, now wife, always was insecure about her size, it was simply a no-go. This changed when our son was born. She said, it is ok now. And since there is much less time to enjoy her and her breasts it became much more attractive to buy one set now...

Anyways I am still unsure about it. The reviews frame them very good. And I am all into realism over sensation.

What I am talking about

Has anyone ever got in touch with one or this exact model?