I’m sorry I didn’t respond to each one of you as I fell asleep listening to the radio and podcasts this afternoon.
They are all valid points and I’ll make an effort to take it all onboard.
I’m not great at reflecting on things as I’m so harsh on myself for mistakes made.
I guess the biggest thing on my mind is that I can’t rectify the problem. I’ll try in the coming months if I can.
Anyway I have to forgive myself first and that will be hard to come to terms with in the current situation as it may make my life harder in the future.
Life is like a cricket match. Sometimes you take the catches. Sometimes you get stung with the ball and it hurts but you shake yourself off and you keep playing.