I discovered her in 2017 on Youtube. She later deleted her channel and I just cant take it.. For me its the best channel that I ever discovered.. I really admired her.. At one point I tried to search to understand what happened behind the scenes but I could never find a single piece of info regarding her disappearance. I would highly appreciate if someone could lead me to an archive of her videos or something, since I never saved anything.. Is anyone out there in the same boat as I am?

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I've started nofap challange to prove that I'm not coomer, I was wrong, I'm. I can't last without fapping more than three days. My biggest problem is that I just let myself to enjoy the pleasure of masturbations even tho I know the consequences. This starts to feel like never ending loophole.

Atlest I haven't used porn.

The nofap sub on Reddit spiralled into an incel filled misinformation crammed stinking sess pit dumpster fire of crap imaginary superpowers, and guilting and misleading young kids.

Hopefully there's some kind of moderation going forward here..

this quote helped me realize the fakeness of porn

i think i used an excerpt of easypeasy as the prompt

it changed my lufe

Relevant link Personally it concerns me. I think there should be many more public campaigns against pornography addiction. Such a widespread issue essentially being censored. Sad.